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So, I have been a bit behind in blogging lately.

Lots of things going on these days.

Anyways onto the nitty gritty.

If you have hung out with me recently you may have noticed I seem off.

I have been in quite in what some people would term 'a mood'.

I haven't felt normal.

I'm cranky.

I'm finicky.

Pretty much the opposite of what I normally am.

Work has been a little tough lately but I get past those things pretty quick.

There isn't a real/actual/logical reason to tell you the truth I just feel grumpy.

Well maybe there is...

Jimmy's birthday was this past weekend. 

Yay, birthdays are always so much fun. 

But, I really wasn't getting into the 'birthday planning mood' so I asked Jimmy if we could go light this year. He agreed since last year I went pretty big.

Jimmy turned 27 (yes, he is younger than I). 

I will be 29 in the fall.

That's it...the last year of my 20's.

That's when it all sunk in. 

I will be 30 soon.

Whoa.

Like seriously, WHOA.

I had a plan and I'm pretty sure said plan will not be finalized by its goal end date of my 30th birthday.

2 kids

Homeowner 

BSN

That's a lot to accomplish with a year and a half deadline.

I've always been my worst critic and harder on myself than I should.

I'm not looking for a pick me up.

I'm not looking for a cheerleader.

I just needed to put this out in writing.

For. Myself.

Maybe it'll spark the gears within to forget the number 30 and actually starting the path to achieve my goals.